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Steve Jobs

My world has been forever changed by one man. I cannot and will not even begin to attempt to express the sadness I feel over his loss.

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

Commencement address delivered by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, on June 12, 2005.


No Joy

Really. None. My kitties is gone. He’s in a good home with a nice MacGeek guy and his little girl who might even be able to exhaust his psycho-kittie energy. But still, it’s not even been a day and I look behind me before closing doors. I miss his paw on my head from the back of the chair while watching tv. His purr meow/yawn combination. I don’t know how I’m going to sleep without his head on my shoulder. The guy said he’d give me updates on his progress through some pix. That was kind. Guess it’s obvious I’m a sad case. Until then … I love you Slate. I hope you are happy with your new family and am not mad at me.
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Day 21: Last Day

Today would be my last day in the US. Filled with a sadness in almost everything I do, from my last meal in Little Rock, cooking session, watching comedy clips on the computer, snuggling in bed. But at least I’ll be financially secure soon, and hopefully that would translate to more frequent trips to visit each other.

Finally got my hands on the Chronicles of Narnia from the Barnes and Noble in Little Rock, and for only USD20. Will pen down some feelings about the book after I read it on the flight home. Also managed to procure the Yu-gi-oh 2004 World Championship Tournament for the Gameboy. Hopefully all these would make the flight home more bearable.

Watched a Bill Maher special Randall recorded on his PC. It was really funny, and somehow always contained some grain of truth in his jokes. Esp liked his description of how America is becoming more feminized, in TV shows and such.